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Note: This is something different from what I usually post... anywhere really. I wrote this a while back when I was having a particularly hard day. I had just watched a small film called 'Miss Stevens' and one of the last lines made me absolutely crumble. The script also has close ties to the songs 'Seven', 'Eight', and 'Nine' from the band Sleeping At Last (which btw, I'm an 8w7 currently on the Enneagram).

Summary(?): A gentle comfort for feelings of being a burden, feeling exhausted from having to act certain way, for feeling like you can't let anyone in.

Script by me

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Enjoy ❤️

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GuacamoleCorndog

I don't know what to say. You nailed it for me. I feel required to be a bastion for those around me, yet I don't even know how to take a fucking compliment. It feels wrong, because I feel the need for, a sort of penance I suppose for my past failures and fuck-ups. I feel undeserving of praise or any long-lasting happiness. People are able to open up to me because I listen and empathize, but I've been unable to do the same for years. And now that my family has realized kind of how shitty they were, I'm unable to express any emotion or thought about it to them. And so I listen to ASMR videos because I get more comfort from prerecorded audios than from those who claim they love me, even if I've never seen or spoken to the artist. Dammit Ria, you've got me fucked up right now. And now I have to go to work like this. Great audio, but damn.

Nut Head

This resonates with me a lot and I agree with it but actions are harder than words. Thank you for such a deep and thought provoking audio Ria ❤️

Inari

Thank you...