Who will I become? (Patreon)

This is a year no one will forget. Is it the end of freedom as we know it?

Tomorrow I will be letting go of my old identity, as I enter a 5 day Iboga ceremony.

I have been preparing since the end of January, and now the time has arrived, to shed my old skin, and see the truth of myself. 

My intention is to reset my brain and body, to rewire myself, to be free from the old limiting patterns and traumas, and find more peace away from the noise of the old internal stories.

It has been a long ride since my diagnosis of bipolar, which I now very much believe, could simply be labelled, for those who are so into their labels; trauma. We all have trauma, some more affected than others. mine has at times, stopped me being able to thrive in life altogether, it has taken a lot of work and great willpower to make it this far.

It's now time to drop a level deeper, or rise a level higher, and look into dropping the patterns born out of trauma altogether.

The ceremony will start with Kambo 

*kambo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ejHkW4yIyghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTaJueZUje0v=_ejHkW4yIyg

Followed by a light meal, and then we move into the Iboga ceremony for 5 days, 2 nights will be without sleeping...

*iboga

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZDfd9oM1xqw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RR9P7ksKktM

Wish me luck

We will see who I will become when I get out!

Suze ;-)

Photo credit: Jamie Keys