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I've lived in so many houses since I moved to Gozo. I quite like getting a change. This has been a hard week, had 6 days of flashback, and haven't been able to do much. So much emotion that needs to be released, just want to cry and let it out. Just want to feel like i can be ordinary and that I don't need to be extraordinary to be loved. 

I'm also aware that sharing these moments with you is painful, and that maybe I've shared enough. I get the impression you just want the good days? is that true?

Part of me feels that I should just wait for these times to past and only share with you when I'm feeling good. My fear is that this content will bore or depress you, and that you're interested in my down days. 

Thinking of you,

Suze