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Heya guys, I'm back! I know I've said in September I would be visiting Spain with mom and her new bf, but I've managed to convince mom not to forcefully bring me and my brother with her. Which makes me happy 'cause the amount of anxiety I had for this was...a lot, ahah.

So, I'm actually back since a few days, but the family visit in Sardinia was...emotionally exhausting, to say the least.
Not only because of having to face the aftermath of my dad's death and realize that no, I'm not going to ever see him again (we only saw him once an year for summer, so it was hard to metabolize that he was truly gone in these months), and all the legal business that comes with it (I've already mentioned before that my dad left no will but always made it clear that his home was to be inherited by me and my bro, but his sister took it to sell and divide the money between herself and her other brothers -which irks me to no end because despite living in the SAME apartment complex years ago they never talked to my dad or even just said hi), but also because my family itself was exhausting.
Not a day went by without them nagging me about finding a "real job" and just go to university, they're convinced I can just pick a random one and as long as I have a degree I'll get automatically a job. Sorry folks, doesn't work like that in 2019. And I consider my job a certainly real job, one I'm lucky enough to love doing, so I hope someday they'll understand. (and also had to bear all the close-minded bigot ideas of theirs like their fucked up politics preferences -basically the equivalent of a Trump supporter for you guys in the US-, their racism, their homophobia and transphobia etc etc. I love my family but just, ugh;;; )

Anyways yeah, I'm really drained and honestly, I know I'm not much talkative to begin with, but I really can't bring myself to interact with others. I'll do of course, because it's also part of my job, and I have dear friends I want to talk to, but let's just say I'll take my time. Sorry to everyone for the wait. ;w;
I'll probably do a stream soon, interacting by talking is easier so I can have a nice chat with you guys ♥ I was thinking to work on Patreon rewards during that, since I'm late on them, my apologies;;;; They will be all finished within the next few days!

For Patreon stuff, tomorrow I'll have up the $20 art claim reward, so be sure to claim yours! And I'll schedule the stuff I've done these past weeks (which is not much tbh TvT") so you have a consistent stream of stuff incoming.

I'm getting ready for the big move as well, as mentioned in previous post I'm moving to a big city, Turin!! We're going for my bro's university, and needed to probably move anyways since on the 6th of October we'll probably get kicked out for my mom's debts I talked about months ago c,: So yeah, getting ready, looking for apartments, and my bro after the entrance exams will be job-hunting. We're very, VERY nervous, especially on the economic side if my bro can't find a part-time job right away, but it's a big leap for us and it will hopefully bring good changes ♥
So yeah, hope you'll understand if I'm going to be very busy this month! As always, if I see I can't produce enough content for Patreon, I'll pause it so that you won't be charged next month.

And I think that's all for now! Thanks for sticking with me despite all my silences, disappearances and negativity, both as patrons and friends, it really, really means a LOT ♥♥♥
Hope you're doing good, love you!! >3</

Comments

Timothy Conmy

Welcome back Desi! Hopefully this month treats you well with everything going on. Even without that second trip you had been dreading quite a bit, still seems like it will be quite the hectic and time consuming month for you two. Take your time as always coming back while everything settles and you get back into a better state once more after how this summer has gone for you. Do need to give you a poke regarding last months claim, but that can be sorted out when you are ready and I am as always in no rush for things. ^^

desireeu

Thanks a lot dear! c: I'm currently just so stressed about the move, I keep worrying about everything and with my health issues packing is difficult so uuuh xP I just can't wait for it all to be over with and start a new life ♥ (especially since this year so far has been...meh;;; so hoping it'll at least end well, yay xD) Oh yes, I've just got up the claiming post so feel free to discuss stuff here! Like said last time it's your birthday month (tho can't remember the day for the life of me, I'm sorry ;w; ) so I really want to do an extra for you! ♥ Thanks for being always so sweet and supportive, you always lift up my mood ^^

Katherine Laverre

Oh! You’re back! I hope things will go well for you these next months, sending hugs💖💖💖