Some thoughts (Patreon)

good evening. I wanted to tell you more about what is happening here. But from time to time I fall into a state of depression and have no strength or desire to share anything. Even if I am in a relatively secure city, I cannot live in peace when the best people in my country die every day. Because in Russia now people from the most backward regions who have not seen toilets are at war. And we have a lot of volunteers in the war among ordinary and public people. And the prospects terrify me. If we do not defeat Russia now, in a few years they will come to kill us again. But we will not be allowed to defeat it because the collective West does not know what to do with such a big problem as collapsed Russia. And nuclear weapons… Until February 24, I had no thoughts of emigrating to another country, but now I am thinking more and more about it. I know you may not like my negative, but unfortunately it can affect everyone…

I went back to the gym so I wouldn't really get depressed.