Seeing Myself Through Someone Else (OFMD)(nsfw) (Patreon)

The strange silence
Surrounding me
Grows closer
Feels colder

But I'm ready
To suffer the sea
Black water
Take over

Swallowed by a vicious, vengeful sea
Darker days are raining over me
In the deepest depths I lost myself
I see myself through someone else

The title is from "Black Sea" by Of Monsters and Men. The song isn't really romantic but the lyrics feel very Blackbeard to me and I listened to it a lot while drawing. I struggled with putting this online bcs I was not sure if the title fit but who cares, I like it XD

This took me a longer than the last one bcs my paint did not want to cooperate and dried too fast bcs of the temperatures and my brain was a bit all over the place. 

I hope you're doing well and it's comfortable wherever you are and whatever you do.
Take care
<3