Home Artists Posts Import Register

Content

So, I'm going to tell this as best as I can remember since, there may have been some smoking done, adrenaline, awkwardness, etc, etc and I was so anxious, nervous and a whole bunch of other emotions that I may forget some things.

So the night started very awkward as I never realized none of my friends had ever seen me in a dress, let alone one like this that actually showed I have somewhat of a figure. So let's keep with the names I use for my stories, Zach the guy who I was intending to suck off, Carlos was there and Anthony, unfortunately just before this whole pandemic, Matt moved back to the UK with his parents :(.

Well after some awkward staring and mocking that oh my god, maggie is actually a girl. Ha ha...ha. We all brought a movie to watch, I brought my favorite that I've been watching since I was a little kid, The Halloween Tree, which they all shockingly liked. Some smoking, some brownies, and some sugar later, Zach being the good host offered to grab us losers some drinks and I offered to give him a "helping hand."

On our way to the kitchen, I pulled him into one of his guest bedrooms and said I needed to talk to him. I probably should have rehearsed what I was going to say better, but in the end I just threw up everything in my brain and I think the only part he got out of it was, I want to suck your dick and the look he gave me was a big "what the fuck?" kind of stare, like you just saw it but can't believe it and gave his usual, "yeah fucking right," which I responded, "yeah, fucking right!" Which kind of turned into a standoff of, "well go ahead," and I responded, "I will," and fumbled with his pants until he embarrassingly helped me because I couldn't get the button undone...-blushes-

I honestly still don't think either of us believed it was happening until it was in front of my face, and I have to say, the guy has a pretty big dick and giving head is not as easy as they make it look in the pornos. So it ends up I do have a bit of a gag reflex, and taking it deep isn't as easy as just sliding it in although he was really nice and gentle about it, which I wasn't sure if it was comforting or weird. But he ran his hand down my hair and I ended up sitting on the bed to do it because he's a lot taller than me and I got so turned on and was afraid he wasn't so i pulled down my top and it didn't take him long to cum at all. I asked him if he could take a picture and just told him it was something that just turned me on. Then he actually told me when he got close and was about to cum instead of just surprisingly shooting it in my mouth.

After it got awkward, he let me use his bathroom and wash my mouth with his mouth wash was really strong. Then he kind of gave me this what do we do now look and asked if I wanted to talk about it in the kitchen. I just grabbed the drinks and told him we better get back before they think we're fucking or something... and then for a while things just felt awkward and neither of us really knew what to say...

So I guess we did what we usually do when things suck and smoked some more, I honestly haven't smoked this much in a long time, but it was much needed to calm my nerves. Anthony brought The Thing, a movie I have never seen and well still don't know much about because while we were sitting around, Zach snuck his hand behind me and up under my dress and under my ass and started teasing my pussy during the movie and it felt too good and I was honestly too high to say no and he just teased me until he finally started fingering me during the scary parts and no one seemed to notice and I bit his arm when I came partially to hide my noise and as pay back for being an asshole making me cum in front of our friends.

I don't know if it was the adrenaline wearing off, the pot, the brownies, the orgasm, but eventually I just mellowed out and watch the other two movies, Carlos being an old soul brought The Birds and Zach needing to be so cool and different played Buckaroo Banzai which I didn't get the movie at all.

Now the kind of awkward part other than posting that picture high and really only wanting the only-access tear and up seeing it and pretty much letting everyone see it is that "Zach" keeps texting me and I don't really know what to tell him...

So...yeah...I did it, and it was hot and the taste wasn't that bad at all, kind of bland to be honest, just not sure what to do now...


Comments

tmpforum

Well, it's exciting to listen to it. But you have not explained much to him about your sexy side (slutty, I would say in a positive way if you are not offended). Explain only some of it, what you are confortable. It depends also how serious you are with him.

tmpforum

Good luck!

Dean In Oregon

That's a great story of how you have proven, at least to yourself what a slut you will eventually become. I just wish we had a video to watch.

Simon E

If you trust him to explore this side you of you then explain it, really be sure that its what you are comfortable with though. Good girl for going through with it, can't wait to see what happens next

Jörg Spelthahn

Actually, now you are in a difficult position. You either can tell Zach the whole story, or you can end up with being his girlfriend. In this case you can train your oral skills on a daily basis

Dave ACY

Wow, you exactly did it. It was pretty cool seeing you go thru this process. Thanks for sharing your story

Maggie Hill

I guess my problem is, I didn't really do this wanting a boyfriend...as bad as that makes me sound.

Chris

Its not bad at all to not want a bf out of this. Just tell him you were horny and don't want a relationship. If you are interesting in doing something similar again or a fuckbuddy type of thing..thats a bit harder as you will need to articulate your interests/intentions which I suspect will be embarrassing as hell for you. But it is good life experience to learn how to talk about such things. I am sure any number of us supports would be more than happy to help you practice having that talk as well.

Ferris Beuller

Congratulations again on achieving your goal. In terms of dealing with Zach, you will need to have a bit of a heart to heart with him and actually tell him a bit about you wanting to "explore your sexuality", maybe without going into the full slut detail of what you want. You will need to be firm on the "not a boyfriend" thing if that is your desire, but see if he is up for helping you out with achieving whatever your next goal is. If you want, I am available to sound things off whenever you like. Again, well done on being a good girl ;)

Jörg Spelthahn

What is really nice to see is how supportive all of my co patreons are. I think we all have your well-being in mind, and that is seriously not a common concern in a lot of communities.

Jörg Spelthahn

My advice, write Zach a letter. It helps you to sort your ideas and precisely tell him what your intentions and feelings are. You could admit that you have some naughty fantasies and include excerpts of your work as an illustration of those thoughts. Maybe Zach will be interested in helping you explore those

Jörg Spelthahn

Oh... And was it not part of the deal to tell him about your slutty fantasies? It was on the progress bar poster if I remember it correctly

Ben Reff

Maggie, Everyone seems to be giving you the same sound advice. Consider these two things. Lies will only bring you more problems in the long run. Tell him he was your first, that you are horny all of the time. and you do not want BF right now. Second tell him that you are new to this, and if he wants to be a part of your sexual exploration he will need to do it on your terms, and that you may not even know what those are yet. It gives you the groundwork to take him deeper into your story, or on the edge. It puts you in control until you find someone worth giving control over to. I hope that we are all helping :)