Smoke and mirrors! (Patreon)

This is a bit of a weird post, but I was thinking about doing another lewd month soon and I was just thinking about my body and my confidence and BLAH BLAH BLAH. I took both of these pictures within 10 second of each other but it’s pretty clear how drastically the light changes everything. I’m even flexing the same in both. My body looks completely different but I physically feel the exact same.

Feeling physically the same is one thing, but imagine if the bathroom mirror had the same lighting. I might have looked in those mirrors and thought “wow, I’ve really let myself go while I was on this vacation”. Considering part of my job is looking good, I would have likely sacrificed eating tasty food and drinking because I need to be in good shape when I get home. I would have turned down fun event, skipped things to go to the gym, and all of this because of some BAD FUCKING LIGHT??? Doesn’t that sound insane. It does to me.

That’s why I’m beginning to realize that perspective is so important. I should be listening to the physical more than the visual. It’s so easy to get down because of your appearance, but you need to FEEL healthy to be healthy. I know I’m rambling and none of this makes sense but I literally though “oh shit I need to go to the gym” because of bad lighting, but like bitch, there is good lighting too!!

Anyway, it was a bit of a strange wake up call and I just wanted to share that with you guys because I’m know that most people have insecurities and sometime you just need to realize that things likely aren’t as bad as you see them sometimes. Sorry for the rant, I know it’s easy for someone with a 5 pack to come on here and complain about lighting and ask for a potty party lol. That’s not what I’m doing, I swear. I feel amazing because of this discovery and it it helps anyone else understand perspective, that’s a big YEY to me!

Ok, sorry. Bye!