Mental Jail (Patreon)

That make a long time than i'm stuck . Impossible to stop to create nsfw work , like some other artist who are in the same position than me .

Since 2-3 years than i make picture . At the start for the fun . Now it's a job . A wonderfull job but in a same time sick for the Brain. Draw everytime butt, boobs and dick ... 

I forget to eat sometime , I do not say  than i don't have the money for buy the food (specially swandwich and smoothie) but ...  I lose the desire to eat , to go outside , to meet people . Work until very late during the night for my patreon or for the school . It's hard to find the time to make a break . But when i take a break , i realize than i've no people around me and no other hobbie. 

Patreon money use = Actually i keep that for later if something turn bad and for the study . About the stuff , i've already all than i want . Maybe a bigger graphique tablette for chrismas ? I love smothie <3

After all who want be friend with an guys who draw dick butt and boobs everytime ? That interest always some people irl but not enouth for be super friend , paradoxaly ... that interest special the girl in my school . They are such curious about my work and respectfull. 

It's ... it's for the work ... my special sentence 

With this picture you can imagine what place can take the butt in my mind xD To much frustrated to be alone . And always strange dream ... 

Fun fact = The other day i've dream than all people in my school was pine tree who talk :v yeah i make always such funny dream like this .

I've think stop to make picture ... idk ... that make 1year than i say that .  I say that myself : ok i finish the commission and after i stop ... okay i can take one more again because i'm kind ... again one ... again one ... oh i've an idea of personal picture ... and that never stop . (i've again some stuff into the trash like my comics ... 2 page of this one ... )

I don't talk a lot in public because i know than i'm boring and than i've  realy nothing interesting to say (and because my english is to bad) .

The sun goes away  with the winter who come ( Noooo praise the sun ) And that make me such depress for nothing . I think a lot during this period to kill myself because i fail many thing at the school ... with people ... with myself . Good bye no nut challenge ( lose day one )

Well , i've certainly forget to talk about many thing but when i write this texte it was 1am.(and because i've already my speech.

I see you later for an other work . 

About the commission they are increase for the next openning . Why ?

Because many people say than i'm in the top artist . And for be the top , my price are really down . That make bad the other artist who want maybe increase them price . i mean , i can be a reference for the other artist about the price . And after , i take such more thime than before for make my artwork , i guess you can understand this ?

Oh and if you are interest to see an animation feral x antrho but for this one it's only with myself and this twilight <3 (to be continued ?) I creat a vote for later for this idea . 

Thank you if you have take the time for read and understand my speech <3