This Hawks is how I feel + important update (Patreon)

So before I get into some important updates, yes this rough Hawks sketch was 100% based on that meme of the little blonde girl crying while drawing something with crayons xD
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Okay.  
Going to share this right off the bat so that if you want to continue reading the reason for the decision  you can or you can just skip the rest of this important update.  

For my piece of mind, I will be pausing all patreon payments for the month of December.   
What this means is, you will get access to my patreon in December for free.

The reason why I am pausing payments is basically I had started November off really well with patreon updates, but as I mentioned at the end of my October update I have been looking to secure myself full-time work so that I wouldn't end up homeless (it's been stressful to say the least), last week as well as this week has been full with job interviews, some I have two in one day, some just one, but in the end it has made it hard to update patreon as frequently as I would of liked, and I feel incredibly guilty about that, I have ideas of things I want to draw but they take time and I am not a fast artist.  

So far I have been offered two jobs (neither are graphic design), but I am waiting to see how the end of this week turns out with the last of my scheduled interviews before I accept any offer. If I secure myself a new job it will mean I'll have less time for art and will mean a new schedule for patreon posts/frequency as I figure things out.  

So please consider this as my Happy Holidays gift to you, as well as an apology for the disturbance in my art posting frequency. I will still continue to post as much as I can in December, while I try to figure out my new working arrangements.  

Thank you so much for your patience, kindness and overall wonderful support!