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2023-03-14 20:23:31
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2024-02-27 19:43:37
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Hello best friends, it’s Özlem here.

I want to thank you guys for the insane amount of patience you guys have with me! I know I haven’t uploaded solo content in over a month and a half. I have tried to get back at it and start filming for you again, and this is no excuse, but the exhaustion and mental health didn’t want to agree. Since you guys may know I work as a florist too, and I love the job I really, really do. But I can’t deny the fact that it wears me out, big time. If it’s not because of the labor (which yes, is surprisingly more intense than you’d think a florist is 😂) it’s because of social and mental exhaustion and not always being able to meet a specific standard. I love the job but God am I struggling lmao.

On top of that, my mental health has not been the best. I’ve never been a person that will let my negative emotions influence other people. If I’m having a hard time, I find it hard to find support in other people. Talking about it is not really my forte, which has caused even more damage lmao. Anxiety has been taking over my body like crazy. Paired with the exhaustion from work, a lot of body complaints and mental instability I have to admit that I found it hard to get behind the camera by myself and pretend I was having a good time. I know that none of this is any of you guys’ concern, and I know very well that as someone that is in this position right now that I should know how to handle with this better. I’m trying my best. I am very embarrassed and I feel super guilty towards you guys. I want to do my best to get better soon and provide you with a lot of solo content again. I am in no way, shape or form trying to use this as a dumb excuse, just trying to clarify what’s been going on on my part! On the brighter side, I’ve been feeling like creating again. I will get back on here as soon as possible.

Thank you as always for your immense patience and tolerance. I appreciate you guys more than you could ever imagine. You really make everything worth doing. I owe it all to you. Thank you so much and I love you

Yours truly

Özlem 🤍


Comments

Lison C.

Please don’t worry about us ! Take care of yourself and your health that’s the most important thing, we can wait !! I hope you’re gonna be well soon (I think this time is really hard for a lot of people mental health wise so please rest and do what you need to to be okay !!)

Anonymous

Take care of yourself, that's the most important thing! Take as much time as you need, we understand don't worry 🤍

Jelly_bean

There's no need to be embarrassed at all! Take care of yourself xx

Xari

Özlem, you are such a great and talented woman! you don't have to feel embarassed, even though i know it's something you can't control. Mental health is trully hard and scary to deal with so take care of yourself, you deserve to feel well and to have your time when you don't. We are here to support you, you make my life much much better, just so you know. I hope you feel better soon.

lllllllllllalaaa

dont be embarrassed, it's very brave of you to open up on this, people here love you and only want your well being. If that means we have to wait we will happily wait. Take care and most importantly take all the time you need.

Matthew Wurzer

Hey Özlem, I appreciate all you said. Life is about experiences and it's generally impossible to know how to handle things without experiencing it; both greater and lesser times. I have every reason to believe, using the last 2.5 years I've gotten to share a small part of your life, that you will come out the other side of this even better than you already are. Thank you for still doing this while you are willing and never forget there is nothing wrong with feeling a certain way. That you were so willing to share this is an inspiration on its own. Take care Özlem and look forward to the next time we interact.

aki

Heya, Özlem, I want to thank you for opening up to this. I know it can be really hard. 🥺 Sharing a part of yourself, both in IRL and online could really be exhausting. Please prioritize your well-being and take your time to find your groove again; slow and steady is okay. 🤍

Meliii

We support you Queen! Your mental health comes first always, along with your happiness!! Take your time!

zircadia

Özlem - we adore you. Take your time and I'm glad you're feeling that creative feeling again, I know what it's like when that leaves you and you feel like you are just going from day to day doing the best you can. <3 We're here for you whenever it is that you want to share with us <3

Alyssa Copperfield

That is alright (: Understandable, so focus on getting better and have some ''Me-time'' urself (; Health is a priority!

Cassandra J.

Please take care of yourself ❤️🥹

Jason Tarr

Take care, we're here when you are ready, no rush. Much love and support.

winterkrash

Take care of yourself. We're not going anywhere :)

zaya

we love you sm <3 dw

Stan Yamane

Be well and take the time you need to care for yourself. Wishing you good health, peace, and serenity.

Tammy

Hope you get better soon! I know that you love music so maybe that could give you the strength! Remember we are proud of you! Thank you that you could confided in us! That takes a lot of strength! No need to apologise! Your health always comes first. God bless you always Borahae 💜 💜