I don't know how to continue. (Patreon)

I have not had the best week. So I took a break from social media. And I started feeling better. When I felt good enough to come back I open Twitter and immediately feel terrible again. So I don't know what to do with myself now.

I wish I could make amazing things. I wish I could make things that inspires people. But all I can do is make subpar trash. No one really wants me around. I know that. I just wish I could've found my place amongst a group of like minded people. But it didn't make me feel happier when I got what I wanted. I just made me feel emptier and more depressed.

I know none of this makes any sense. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to continue. Knowing I will never be and will never create anything amazing.

-Jake