So I Am Doing a Thing (Patreon)

Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Actually, I believe it is both. To save you a listen, I've decided to delete the Honey Audio channel. It won't happen right away, but it will happen eventually.

You can listen to the audio and get a general gist of my motivations, but the moment the idea crystallised, I felt a sense of positivity. Yes, I'm figuring out what's going on and how it's going to happen, but the idea felt positive. There are a lot of emotions caught in it, and I am feeling the broadside of my anxieties, but before they reared their ugly heads, the feeling of positivity rang loud and true.

I plan to redo and hopefully expand on a lot of the audios because I am a much better actress and my editing skills are....well, I actually have skills now.

Is this a frightening thing? Fuck Yes. Could this be something I come to regret? Yes, absolutely. Am I certain that this course of action is the best option? No, not at all. Before I began to worry about it and before my anxieties became entrenched, however, the idea made me feel lighter, which is unquestionably a good thing.

Therefore, my next step is to download all of the videos and then hide the channel. So please cross your fingers for me.