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TO MY STAR 2 – PART 3 (Patreon)

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2023-10-27 17:00:09
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Wow I love how much TIME I am allowed to enjoy this show because of how long it is compared to the first season! YES SURE it's full of sad shit because of what's going on between our two boys but still. I have more understanding and sympathy for Jiwoo YES I ADMIT IT and I'm glad we have some more clarity on the situation. But only some! I NEED MORE!

HOPE YOU LIKE IT 💙 LOVE YOU ALL 🫂

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Lucy

It' always so much fun watching this show again with you! And the thing Jiwoo did to her at 59:58 was out of habit, he would always stand in front of Seojun when he was outside, so that people passing by wouldn't recognize him as he's famous.😭

Tabea

CEO Kim and Seojoon sharing the blanket is so cute ahhh, and now I won't be able to unsee the cookies as metaphor for Jiwoo's bisexuality. When Seojoon asks Sungyoon what she thinks of leaving by laying low, he was referencing the way Jiwoo acted/broke up with him, not knowing she had done the same to Jiwoo. When Seojoon listens in on Jiwoo's and Sungyoon's conversation but after he's already left, Sungyoon asks whether she can wear that bracelet again and Jiwoo says yes she can because he's not wearing it so it's not a couple bracelet anymore- he rejects her in that moment, its a clear sign he has no feelings for her and no intention of a relationship with her anymore because he didnt pick up the chance to initiate anything, and she got that too, but Seojoon had already left. It's interesting that Jiwoo said he felt his loneliest during his relationship with Seojoon, like you said I also think he didn't live up to his own expectations of what he thought he had to be for Seojoon and if you're insecure no matter how much your partner believes you to be good enough, those doubts and feeling of insufficiency can be so big you leave because you think you don't deserve them and they'd be off better without you. Jiwoo struggles with sharing his emotions meanwhile Seojoon is very bright and positive, thus not seeing things Jiwoo might be bothered by as big issues (Jiwoo will think about things anxiously meanwhile Seojoon thinks oh everything will be fine, and they don't meet in the middle) and since Jiwoo didn't bring things bothering him up, Seojoon didn't realise any of them. That lack of conflict and communication must have made Jiwoo feel like they don't see each other and thus lonely. He also felt lonely in comparison to Seojoon who's famous and always surrounded by people wanting to be with him, even though it's not Seojoons fault that must have been hard for Jiwoo who didn't really have anyone beside Seojoon he was close to, he probably felt guilty too for keeping Seojoon from spending time with others (like when they were reading and Jiwoo saw that message from the actress, in that moment he realised Seojoon was cancelling other activities just to have more time with him). I think the loneliness is part of why he went back home because at least he felt like he knew people there and wasn't out of place, while he felt like an intruder to Seojoon's happy world of success. An impostor of sorts. And having those feelings made him feel even worse, because he knew Seojoon was being such a good boyfriend to him so why was he still feeling so bad? And you're right, he was just waiting for Seojoon to be there and didn't really have his own thing going on, that's why he went home to open his own restaurant and make something of himself so he could be at peace with himself and feel worthy of Seojoon. Also Jiwoo's feeling of guilt during his and Seojoons relationship I think stems from 1) the fact that he's still thinking about his first love, feeling like he isn't allowed to think of her and still be bothered by what happened when he has a new partner. He might have been confused at the time whether that meant he still had feelings of love for her; basically guilt that he's still hanging onto the past when he should be happy with his present and 2) the reason he's thinking about her so much to begin with, is that her and his past relationship mirror his and Seojoon's, except he's changed positions and during his relationship with Seojoon begun to be able to emphasize with her and realise why she had been hurt with him, thus also feelings guilty towards her for causing her the same kind of loneliness he felt in his relationship with Seojoon. I think what I like so much about this series is that it shows that even if you love someone, insecurity, self doubt, anxiety, it can suffocate you so much that you have to leave that relationship despite your love- and its really important to work on that because if you dont think of yourself as deserving of love and good things, likelihood is big you won't allow those things into your life/to stick around. I obviously also love the romance and the incredible production etc, but yeah it's just a very unique and fascinating exploration of character and relationship dynamics.

Tabea
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that moment is so freaking cute T_T the way he fidgets after he realises what he's done, like a lost puppy... he still does that the same way he still immediately thinks of and looks if Seojoon is alright when there's a loud noise. He says he doesn't like him and want to be with him yet acts like he's still stuck on him just as much as Seojoon is on him

Anonymous

i love this show so much and right now i don't have a great comment to do because i'm literally full of homework but i got a little break and saw this immediatly haha, just wanted to leave a comment and tell you how much i'm enjoying watching this with you and how funny it is to see you create your own theories and everything haha. i'm always looking forward to fridays just to keep watching this hehe

johanmoon
>>121042983

AWW thank you, i'm enjoying this show so much as well and have to force myself to stop watching almost haha, hope all your homework goes well!! there must be lots of it before the holidays 😭