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TO MY STAR 2 – PART 4 (Patreon)

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2023-11-03 18:00:06
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Can't believe we only got one part of this show left before it's over! I've enjoyed it so much, despite all the emotional stuff it still feels very cosy and I can see myself returning to it to watch just on my own or with a friend (don't worry you're still my bestie) but I'm really interested to see what happens next as it seems the roles they've played have kind of switched.

HOPE YOU LIKE IT 💙 LOVE YOU ALL 🫂

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Tabea

ahh thank you so much for the little shout out, I'm glad you enjoy my comments *3* my prior comment was a little misleading because while Jiwoo did reject Sungyoon through that bracelet comment, she didn't get the memo yet and was holding onto hope until their conversation during this part. The same way Jiwoo experienced things after their breakup that made him emphasize with her, she also was put into his shoes and made to feel his perspective so they both must have carried some regrets and guilt afterwards for not understanding each other earlier. When Jiwoo says that Seojoon already knows/feels it all and expresses that through his acting I think Jiwoo is expressing his admiration and also envy for Seojoon's access to emotions again. Seojoon is so willing to feel, willing to share his feelings too (though at the end of this episode you could see the contrast of Seojoon closing up for the first time after being hurt so much, less than resilience I thought it was a defense mechanism and like he said he was tired of feeling pathetic- but he was never pathetic, he was always simply incredibly honest which is such a brave thing to do) which Jiwoo struggles with, like I mentioned before I think that's why he loved Seojoon but it was also something that scared him because it was just another thing he felt he had to requite but wasn't ready to yet. What Sungyoon is realising in that moment is that Jiwoo didn't come back home to leave Seojoon behind forever, but because he felt like he needed to do that to be able to be with him again in the future. But before being able to do that he'd have to first feel happy with himself, make something of himself, sort out all of his emotions. That's my interpretation at least, I think secretely Jiwoo always wanted Seojoon back eventually but he didn't love himself enough to feel happy in the relationship, he was so harsh to Seojoon because he thought that was the only way he could get him to stay away, and also I guess he risked Seojoon maybe not taking him back because he'd rather not have him than have him when he feels like he doesn't deserve him? And like he said he loved Seojoon so much that just that one year with him was something Jiwoo saw himself as lucky to have had, but in his eyes he didn't think he would have mattered to Seojoon that much, he thought after leaving he'd just be one of many people to have passed through Seojoon's life. But I think when he received all those messages on his old phone he realised once again how fully Seojoon loved him, how genuinely he wanted to be with him. I guess he saw Seojoon's heartbreak and realised that in Seojoon's eyes he hadn't been flawed and undeserving but a genuine loss. But yeah the subs are a bit confused here, I know the movie is also on another site with different subs and if you have watched both versions the two different subbings start making more sense together haha. Also first time watching I thought Seojoon was about to harm himself as well, I think that's what the movie intended to do and they did great at it... it was so worrying. When Jiwoo opened his old phone and also when he was looking for Seojoon i was SOBBING my eyes out the first time watching, like bawling so much I didn't see the screen properly anymore and getting a snotty nose whew, this show really plays with my emotions. The idol thing is so random but funny, especially since the actor is in fact an idol (Jin kwon from newkidd) and they were actually listening to his group's song in the car lol. I can't believe next week will be the last part, I'm both excited and also sad this journey will be over. I'll never give up hope that maybe someday we will get a third season- not with more drama, just a view into their future and as parents maybe? I know its a bit delusional but I love this story and the actors together so much I can't help but wish for it. I'm throuroughly attached to them