Procreate practice and update (Patreon)

So my girlfriend was so kind enough to get me a brand new iPad Pro and apple pen for my birthday/ Christmas. I’m hopping it will make me more organized and post more art. I’ve been having a very shitty year I won’t sugar coat it I’ve had like 4 deaths in my family including my grandfather who passed away early last year in January 2019. My family is deeply hurt including me and I’ve been procrastinating like mad because I’ve been feeling numb like I don’t give a shit about anything. It’s been affecting my mental heath, my art, my job and just my living space. I’ve been self medicating with video games and that is NOT HEALTHY! My financial situation is shit currently and I have no one to blame but myself. I’m slowly overcoming this and I’m very thankful I have a patient audience and clients. The only thing I can do is catchup and get back my drive and my speed. I want 2020 to be my year of happiness and doing what I love again. I’m deeply sorry if I’ve been slacking and unprofessional I hope you guys can forgive me. 😭❤️