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Anonymous

Sam Levinson the writer and director of the show was also an addict and he’s said rue is inspired by his life

7deadlybananas

I knew it! 😂 there’s too many little details for it not to be based on someone’s experience.

AlexanderWatches

As a fat kid growing up I understand Kat's insecurity. I lost a bunch of weight during High School haven't been overweight since. That being said I do think Kat is a very pretty girl. Kat is 16 (if I remember correctly), and yeah I wouldn't have an issue with what she is doing if she were of age.

7deadlybananas

What Kat is discovering is truly awesome in my mind. Finding something where one feels powerful and confident, is something I think everyone wishes for. At least a little or even unconsciously. But just like most things that can give you that feeling, it can easily lead to bad, and very bad, places. Considering the theme of the show, I’m going to assume it’ll show us this in some way. And her being underage definitely adds to the severity of not only those bad things but how hard and how long those things will affect her as she grows up.

Jennifer Lawrence

In my 20s I ended up working with a group of coworkers around my age every night. So, we ended up getting rather close and would start hanging out almost every night after work into early in the morning often. That was when my drinking started. I liked it, because I suddenly became more of the "fun" person people seemed to like and I got a lot more popular because of it. I also noticed that I lot of the things I struggled with, like social anxiety and... Well anxiety in general... Either went away or I just didn't notice or care. It got to the point though that I wasn't just drinking when I was at a party or with friends, but I was finding more excuses to do so. So much that at one point I was probably spending more hours of a day drunk (or at least some level of buzzed) versus sober. I knew it didn't help anything or actually make problems go away. But, it got me by. And, it was much easier (and way less scary) than the alternative which was actually making steps to fix the things causing me so much anxiety, stress and depression. Things like getting a different job, moving, cutting people out of my life, etc were all very scary things and it was just so much easier to drink and make the thoughts go away. A temporary fix. Some days I'd drink before work to get through the day and then resume after I got home. It caused problems with my family, friends I had before it started, coworkers who would confront me about my problem (which I didn't want to accept or hear about)... It was just overall a low point in my life that I didn't notice or feel because I made sure of it. I can't remember the exact moment that started it but I slowly started changing entering into my early 30s. Something that should have happened years earlier during various other low points. Including scary, dangerous, situations and relationships. I ended up losing the "friends" I had and having to remove most anyone from my life that encouraged the drinking and partying. It was very lonely for a while but it lead to reconnecting more with my family and friends I'd had for years who actually cared about me as a person. Not just someone to party with or buy them booze. Relationships I'm still working on repairing as well as things with my mental health going on 40 now. It's been a long process but I've learned no two journeys are the same with people and there's no exact time table. And not to be too hard on myself about set backs. I'm happy you made it through and have come out the other side. Especially when so many haven't. Including some I've known. I know I try to take something positive out of it and use it to help other people and share the things I've gone through, in hopes of them not going through similar (or worse). The best thing we can do here on this earth is to help each other.

7deadlybananas

I’m learning more and more that I had to learn how to care about myself before I could truly care for anyone else. Being able to share what I’ve gone through kinda hits two birds with one stone 😂 I always quote a Marian Williamson poem that I think says it best and beautifully, so far. A piece at the end says, “And as we allow our own light to shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.” TRUTH! 😂 Thank you so much for sharing. Appreciate you

Jennifer Lawrence

I love that quote! Thank you for sharing. I feel that. Especially as I was pretty much raised in an environment that didn't really talk about mental health or encourage it. While I'll never know exactly or understand the reasons why. Depression just wasn't really considered to be a real problem that you had no control over, it was you doing things wrong or feeling sorry for yourself? I guess. Or that it was something to hide/be ashamed of. It's something that's taken me until well into adulthood to start getting comfortable with working on. Even less opening up and talking about. But I guess it's also what lead to becoming something I'm passionate about sharing awareness for. There's still a lot of stigmas and misconceptions.

Itss_NattyJ

Just started following you on YouTube after your reactions to Zendaya & Labrinth appeared in my recommendations. I haven’t rewatched Euphoria since I first saw it when it premiered. You really have me balling all over again. I’m glad you can appreciate the storytelling and the performances. I’m sure you probably already know Angus Cloud, the actor that plays Fez, passed away last year from an overdose. Seeing him now in this rewatch with you is so heavy on my heart. He was my favorite character and naturally talented. Thanks for being so open and vulnerable, sharing your story. Looking forward to watching more of your reactions and other content.