[BTS] First time using my voice after losing it (Patreon)

Caption: Experimenting with voice textures (through singing songs) after gaining my voice back

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A little update from Lav!

As of recently I've been pretty ill. I'm the type to gaslight myself until it's pretty obvious that I'm sick because I "just don't get sick" because "I'm better than that." (It's stupid I know xD) So in this case, I didn't realize it was that serious until the cough that wouldn't go away turned into a loss of voice. Thankfully I got it back! But the worse part was my lung capacity was diminished that past couple days. It really re-dished me a reality check and reminded me of what I'm grateful for and take for granted, because I legit was thinking about "what if this was my last breath?" some nights (xD) It was a task to breathe, and I remember feeling at one point my heart was laboring to keep me inhaling and exhaling lol (I started thinking about what it's like for chronic patients in the hospital who labored breathing is an all-the-time thing.

I considered taking advantage of the situation to record some appropriate scripts I have stowed away but it was genuinely just too much to be thinking about recording x-x I've been gobbling up honey which has been a huge help (super glad I picked up another bottle from the store last week for this reason specifically). Yesterday I also did an operation to remove bacteria from my tonsil area which I feel like helped (thank goodness for ability to control a gag reflex because I can imagine it taking a loooot longer). Today I'm gargling a crap ton of salt water (different types of salts for extra efficiency :clown:). Bruh I'm so tired of being sick, honestly the quiet music and hot tea are the peaceful breaks through it all. I've been pretty dazy and uninterested about food appetite-wise (other than ice cream :P ice cream always sounds good) so the turmeric tea I'm drinking right now is a nice change that makes me feel like I'm eating something due to the flavor, haha. Unfortunately, the last time I did try to go for a normal meal with the hopes of getting my strength up and my appetite back, I got a burger meal from one of my favorite places... just to get food poisoning from it. I swear they like left the burger out from a past order cuz it was not only the wrong burger but the top bun was hardened, lowkey the patty was too, it wasn't like hot fresh like it always is... yikes. You know it's bad when it sends you to the toilet right away. x-x (My burger... ToT)

But enough sick talk!

PRAISE THE LORD -- I'm getting my voice back!

Two audios I've been working on editing primarily these days involve SPRAY PAINT and a MERMAID(mommy) but they've been taking foreverrrrrrr. I couldn't help but keep going on the editing phase since I'd already recorded these and physically didn't have the voice to produce anything else in the moment, but now that's changed so-- I recorded a comfort audio last night that I will likely upload today or tomorrow.

Other updates coming soon! Going to focus on getting that audio done first. Talk to you soon, and I hope you're having a great day. :)

Love,

Lav